I was partying with high society in NYC and hit rock bottom in sober living / rehab. In sober living, I was BROKE waitressing, and after 9 months, I realized I was the only one who could reclaim my power and freedom. I manifested $4,000 one day with $20 in a casino (not endorsing gambling here), my dream job in the music business at the time in 1 week, and my apartment in 2 weeks.
This journey was not easy but worth it. Every story is DIFFERENT and so beautiful and you're not alone. I've been in many scenarios, and I'm sure you can relate to at least one.
I was born speaking light language and a crystal child. I've been through YEARS of therapy and psychologists, but nothing got me through this like the spiritual journey has. I have personal experience cutting off ALL my toxic relationships, cocaine and alcohol addiction, and never feeling good enough for others the way my guides have shown me past the shadows.
After an overdose and trying to moderate my drinking, I still ended up hitting rock bottom in attempt to crash my car into the highway at 80 mph. That moment, a white light pulled me back to the road and I safely got home. I had a suicide attempt after realizing that the drugs, parties, people, brands, etc. meant truly nothing at all because I lost myself. I was forced into a psych ward for a week then 1 month of rehab and 9 months of sober living. I got sober in 2021, and I was forced to go to AA, CA, and NA programs everyday and had to teach myself how to live stable again.
After 4 sponsors QUIT on me, I never finished the program and my guides told me to be completely alone for months meditating. I discovered tarot, oracle, and crystals as well as other spiritual tools. After learning how to read and manifest for the highest good, I was guided by angels to read for others including my friends at the time.
I met my twin flame in 2022. I had a massive spiritual awakening to my angels, who showed me "I am LOVE"! I connected with all my shadows completely to release on an ancestral, personal, spiritual, and past-life level. I quit AA and cut off all my toxic friends at the time. I quit smoking and vaping after doing somatic breathwork and meditations, and I was inspired to launch Bathrobe Spiritual full-time. I went to Lake Atitlan, Guatemala to get Level II Certified in Holotropic Breathwork Ceremonies and have dedicated my soul purpose to helping others, whether sober or not!
I have been happily sober since in a completely authentic version of myself. I have reattuned to the magic of my inner child and am committed to my highest self and bringing this out in others.